Sombong ke saya?

I was getting ready to sleep when I checked my phone and saw one unread sms.

Salam.nk tnye.knp sombong sgt.

Short ones from unrecognized number.

My answer was short too.

Sape ni?

And it went unanswered.

Kalau ikutkan I can jawab panjang lebar but malas lah.

Depends on who’s asking.
I don’t owe anyone an explanation on my behaviour.
I don’t even know you so I’m not sure what, why or when was it yang menyebabkan I am being labelled as sombong.
Bla…bla…bla…

Anyway, being called sombong is not something new. Dah banyak kali dengar. Nak kata lali pun boleh tapi terasa la jugak. Tak kenal tak ape nak kata sombong. I am not sombong. Ask everyone who knew me.

I don’t talk to strangers.
And sometimes depending on my mood, kawan-kawan pun I ignore jugak. Hehehe….
Yelah sometimes I got this feeling in which I don’t feel like talking. Nak senyum or say hi pun malas.

I talk as much as write. Panjang lebar, details and sometimes melalut-lalut. Diam bermakna I’m angry, not in the mood (yang disebabkan oleh banyak benda like banyak kerja, tak sihat, bosan dan lain-lain), shy or simply lazy. Ye walaupun mulut saya kecoh tapi saya pemalu apabila berada di khalayak ramai atau bersama orang yang saya tak kenal. But once I start (to talk) or feel comfortable, nyesal you all biarkan I bercakap ok.

I can accept if being called moody or sensitive tapi sombong. Nah I’m not that. Too bad you caught me when I’m in that malas mood to do just about anything.