Sad mode put on halt because of this

Pheww penatnya hari ni. Back to back meeting. Pagi ada meeting kat treasury. Balik sambung meeting kat office pulak. Meeting pagi melibatkan semua kementerian and I rasa beratus jugak yang attend tu. Petang meeting with all agencies under kementerian so ramai jugak. Esok nak finalize paper for next week punya meeting pulak. Sigh.....

Dah macam seminar aje meetingnya. Dewan grand habis

Officiated by the big boss

Anyway, petang tadi lepas mesyuarat, I was talking with a new member from one of the agency. Yang lain tu dah kenal mesra. Ni yang baru so kena la berkenalan sikit kan. I didn't even know her name yet but I was bombarded with these questions.

Her : Dah kawin ke?

Me : (errkkk..... but since I'm in very chatty and cheerful mode, I answered happily) Belum.

Her : Umur berapa?

Me : Cuba teka? (I memang suka suruh orang teka umur I. Hehehe....)

Her : 27?

Me : Ish muda sangat. 33 la.

Her : Eh ye ke? (macam tak percaya je)

Me : Eh betul la. Cuba tengok no ic ni (showing her my staff id)
Her : Tinggal kat mana? Dengan sape? Sorang je ke? Bla...Bla...Bla.... (I didn't get her name till the end. Tak pe tengok dalam senarai kehadiran aje lah)

Dah la tadi a friend hantar sms masa tengah meeting saying that I look like "budak-budak remaja universiti". Awwww... I like that. Hehehe..... Sejuk hati I yang tengah gundah-gulana ni mendengarnya. Syukur Alhamdullilah di atas kurniaan-Nya. Alangkah baiknya jika manis sepanjang masa. Tak la asyik kena label sombong aje kan.

I tak tau nak cakap macam mana lagi. I am not sombong. Although being labelled super talkative by some but most of the time I am quite reserved especially with strangers. And my face is like this. Very serious looking especially bila tak senyum. Try la to at least know me first before judging me badly kan. Eh terbawa-bawa pulak pasal semalam eh. Tapi betul la. I rasa if you ask those who know me, they will say that I am very chatty and I think sometimes diorang nak je tampal mulut I ni suruh diam. Kannnn..... Hehehe..... Tapi tengok orang jugak la nak kecoh-kecoh pun. Dan tempat jugak. Kalau kat office I memang serious aje. Sebab for me office is office. Bukan tempat nak berhuha-huha. Bukan la tak boleh nak bergelak ketawa tapi kena la ada limit dia kan. I rasa kalau those yang pernah keluar dengan I tau la kot betapa kecohnya I ni. Kalau I diam tu maknanya I lapar, penat, marah or thinking on something. Betul tak kawan-kawan?

Entah la. Penat nak fikir pasal ni. Keep telling myself that this is so not worth my time and effort to menekan diri fikir pasal judgement orang ni kan tapi tu lah..... I memang macam ni. Asyik la terfikir aje. Tak pe mari kita menceriakan diri kerana mendapat pujian tentang keremajaan diri hari ini. Hehehe..... Apa rahsianya? Bergelak ketawa sepanjang masa but of course kena tengok masa dan tempat ye. I tak buat botox tau. Hehehe.....