Sakit macam nak mati

Today and tomorrow I ada kat INFRA berbengkel on MYSPATA again. Morning session went quite well but after lunch break, I was in so much pain sampai rasa macam nak mati ok. Orang selalu cakap period pain ni sakit dia separuh aje dari sakit nak bersalin. I cannot imagine la macam mana sakitnya nak bersalin tu kalau period pain ni pun I dah rasa sakit macam nak mati. There, two times already cakap sakit macam nak mati. Memang serius sakit sampai tak tau nak describe macam mana lagi dah. Not that I know how painful death is tapi itu je yang terfikir.

I tak mau la orang nampak I'm in pain kan so I duduk kat toilet. Sekali ada pulak staff lelaki yang tersalah masuk toilet tu and saw me squatting against the wall. Dah la I kenal. Segan jugak tapi rasa sakit lebih kuat dari rasa segan. Paling tak boleh blah, that guy adalah staff sana ok. Mesti main terjah aje toilet tak tengok gambar dah tu. Hahaha.... Dah la sama berbengkel dengan I. Masuk lab balik I buat muka stone aje. Thank God he didn't ask. Hehehe....

I guess my boss saw me excruciating in pain sambil key-in data tu kot. He told me to take a rest coz he saw me like having some kind of pain. Hish tajam betul mata boss I ni. Prihatin pulak tu. Ish segan pulak. Kalau ikut kan hati memang rasa macam nak balik dan-dan tu jugak sebab I was shivering sampai naik goose bump semua menahan sakit tapi segan la pulak. Entah pape je kan. Sakit-sakit pun nak segan lagi. Eh tapi betullah. Segan la kan. Hehehe....

Hari ni baru pengenalan. Tomorrow kena work with real data. Hopefully my tummy ni akan behave la sikit esok. Sakit light-light sudah la. Kalau tak sakit langsung lagi better. Tadi tu memang tak de intro langsung. Main terjah je sakit tu datang. Ish bila teringat balik rasa seriau pulak. Perut, tolong la jangan sakit esok ye. Please ye.....

I think sooner or later I have to do something with this pain la. Makin lama macam makin teruk jadinya. Tapi nak jumpa doktor macam takut la pulak. Bukan takut nak jumpa but takut with any procedure yang mungkin dibuat. Takat nak scan I no hal tapi kalau more than that macam ngeri aje. Gynae ni kan mesti nak cek yang sulit-sulit. Malu weh. Sulit darihal anggota gitu. Hehehe.....

So tolong la doakan agar nothing serious actually ye. Biarlah sihat aje.

p/s: I'm sooooooo in love with this Aaron Aziz la. Or may be it's Seth Tan but Aaron yang berlakon kan. He is sooooooo cute. Hahaha..... Wah selalu Korean man aje. This time Singaporean la pulak. Hehehe......