Saya yang pelik atau ape

Helpppppp….. Helppppp meeee….. Someone is disturbing me. Ntah mana datang ntah. Ianya bermula semalam and telah berlanjutan selama 2 hari ni. While attending the protocol workshop, I received one SMS.

Salam. Dh lunch ke td?

Normally kalau received SMS nak berkenalan semua ni memang I ignore je. But this one I thought from kawan-kawan yang I belum save number dalam my new phone ni. So I pun replied;

Dah. Sape ni.

Abg S**m lah Aini. Bz ke

S**m mana? Tak kenal pn.

Memang. Tk kenal. Ari 2 ada dtg kat Kementerian luar. Abg ada tgk Aini. Pekenan lak. Blh ke I kenal

Where did u get my no?

Im getting frm your staff. Blh ke I nk kenal. U dok mana.

………… I senyap aje sebab malas lah nak layan. Then sambung ke malam pulak.

Aini dah dinner ke

………… still no reply from me and he send another one this morning.

Dh bfast ke

Don’t u have any other question to ask?

Ok. Do you have anybody inside your life beside your family. Cn I knw u n be your special friend

Can I be part of your life Aini.

That’s it. Ini orang memang gila lah. Mana ada orang tanya this kind of question kan especially towards people we hardly know. I don’t know him, muka ntah macam mana, perangai ntah macam mana and ntah sape-sape ntah dia ni takkan lah I senang-senang je nak say yes kan. Gila ke apa dia ni. Dah la macam tak de soalan lain nak tanya. Pick up line memang fail lah. This evening he sent one more SMS.

Bz ke

I have no intention to reply whatsoever dah. And sorry to say, I ni agak judgemental sikit especially towards strangers. Yes blame it on my kecerewetan like all my friends said. I bukan cerewet actually but a bit detailed. Like tanda baca semua tu. Dah la tanya mengarut-ngarut. At least kalau tanya soalan tu, end la dengan question mark. Susah sangat ke. If things as simple as that pun tak boleh nak bagi perhatian, what about bigger things kan? Kalau dah tak suka tu nampak aje salahnya eh. But seriously benda-benda kecik macam ni sometimes irritates me tau. Ke I yang gila? Hehehe…

Anyway, even though I am past my prime time already but I’m not that desperate to settle down. No hurry. That’s why I memang takkan reply kalau dapat SMS nak berkenalan semua ni. Ntah kenapa macam tak kenan aje kalau nak mula kenal dengan SMS ni. So not like before. I now prefer to know the real person before deciding to like him or not. I tak suka kalau orang yang tak kenal apa tiba-tiba cakap suka kat I. Suka sebab apa? Sebab fizikal atau sebab tersenyum sekejap or tercakap manis sikit? I prefer orang tu to know my true colours dulu before deciding to like me. I pun macam tu jugak. Prefer to know someone’s true colours dulu before starting to suka-suka ni.

I don’t believe in love at first sight sebab ada banyak je benda nak kena consider before I can like someone. Like as more than friend la ye. Kalau takat kawan aje tak kisah punya. Say hi aje pun dah bleh jadi kawan. I just have to know more especially bab-bab yang perangai buruk tu sebab kalau kita boleh tolerate his not so nice behavior then his nice side tu adalah satu bonus la kan. Kalau suka tang positif aje tapi tak boleh terima his negative side then nanti macam mana? Merana makan hati aje lah kan. Same goes with myself. Please know me first before deciding to like me. Jangan tetiba aje cakap suka and nak terus special semua with me ok. Memang reject tanpa pertimbangan punyalah.

As for that pelik man, sorry la memang tak dapat nak consider. You are weird and it scares me. Or anggap aje lah saya ni yang pelik ye.