Landasan terputus di pertengahan

Yesterday I was whining about my aching wrist kan? Hah dah baik dah. Semalam jugak baiknya. Nak tau camne boleh baik? Hah silalah angkat fail turun naik dari tingkat 5 ke tingkat 8 (naik lif la ye) sebanyak 10 kali. Memang confirm baik segala yang sakit tergeliat semua tu. Oh tambah lagi dengan stress nak berdepan dengan audit punya soalan yang bertubi-tubi datang. Memang tak ingat dah sakit tangan semua tu. Alhamdulillah masa exit conference tak de kena apa. Kira berbaloi la stress siap dengan hangin satu badan pastu angkut macam-macam fail turun naik jumpa diorang tu. Legaaaa…

Anyway, semalam ada kecederaan lain pulak menimpa. Ok bukan lah kecederaan sangat tetapi benda tak best lah. I was having tuna sandwich roll for breakfast when I felt some empty feeling at my 1st lower right molar. Empty not as in the tooth is missing but the bracket is missing. Cuak sekejap ok. Nasib baik tak tertelan lagi. In total, I got 3 missing bracket already.

So I went back to see my dentist (2 weeks in a row) and instead of attaching back the bracket, she just cut of the wire halfway. Sometimes I think my dentist ni took for granted aje my tak-kisah-ness ni tau. Ikut suka dia. Dah banyak kali dah. Dah la bracket selalu tercabut. Like sometimes tu, pasang aje bracket, balik rumah terus tercabut. Tu yang my teeth macam tak berapa nak elok aje tu. Tapi I ni kan tak reti nak complaint-complaint sangat ni so balik je lah dengan braces yang halfway aje kat bawah tu. It looks quite ugly la. And tak selesa some more.

Although my teeth are aligned nicely now, it is still protruding and it didn’t look nice at all. Told the dentist about it but she said that the best thing she can do. Sigh…. macam tak puas hati aje. Paid a hefty price for the treatment and yet I don’t really feels like being treated to the max. Macam ala-ala aje.

Don’t get me wrong. The dentist is ok, baik and all cuma sometimes I feel like she’s not really bersungguh-sungguh.. Macam sambil lewa aje kot. Like sometimes tu, balik aje from clinic, the newly attached bracket dah tercabut balik. Abis bilanya the teeth nak elok kan. I pun tak de la terus nak ke clinic balik sebab nanti dia kata asyik tercabut aje kan. I felt this disappointment for quite sometimes already tapi I still sabar aje. But when being told about the protruding teeth, terus macam rasa hampa dan kecewa. I went thru a lot with this bracket; my inner cheek ni kalo boleh bercakap, menjerit or meraung, memang dah lama diorang boat. Selalu sangat bila letak the new wires, she didn’t adjust it nicely at the back there lantas mengakibatkan kecederaan berpanjangan di dalam mulut saya. Blame it on my high level of tolerance la. Kalau tak sabar memang dah lama I bising kat dentist ni.

Let just hope that when the time came for them to remove the bracket, my teeth won’t look so bad la. But for the time being, memang sangat bengang dan tak selesa la dengan bracket separuh jalan ni. Macam landasan keretapi yang terputus separuh aje. Nak tunggu next appointment sangat la lambat lagi. Apalah nasib…..