Open houses everywhere

Jom pegi beraya kawan-kawan

What a weekend. Full with makan-makan activity. And this morning got diarrhea already. Hahaha.... Last Friday nite I was so bored and since Siti got no ROTU's training on this weekend so I took her home. At least ada gak geng nak attend open houses kan.

Since all houses that invited us will only open around 3pm onwards so Saturday morning was spent cleaning the house. After zuhr then only we get ready for the first house; Hajar the librarian at Seri Kembangan. when we arrived there she already got few guest already and mainly from our department la. Ada nasi lemak, bihun tomyam, nasi impit and kuah kacang and banyak lagi but I only take tomyam (minus the bihun) and plenty or pineapple tarts. The tarts adalah begitu sedap ok. Hish mana nak cari tarts lagi ni..... And then from her place terus ke rumah Didi pulak at P14.

Hujan...hujan....

Ada yang gigih bersembang, ada yang gigih tengok TV, I pulak gigih makan. Hehehe....

Nampak tu balang biskut raya hasil buatan tuan punya rumah? Gigih memasak dia ni...

At Didi's place I had spaghetti and ermmm (eh Dids apa nama potato yang sedap tu?). The spaghetti was the most pedas spaghetti I ever taste. Hahaha.... Besides me and Siti, the Gengs were there too and they plan to celebrate Yanti's birthday so I pun mintak la diri awal-awal.  Lagipun perjalanan masih jauh. Actually by the time I left Didi's place, my tummy was already full and I don't think I can eat any more. So macam malas pulak nak pegi the 3rd house tapi sebab dah janji maka terpaksa la gagahkan juga.

Went home first for asr prayer and then baru gerak ke rumah one of the immediate boss dekat Sg. Buloh. Serious jauh ok and I thought people only travelled that far only to attend weddings and not open house. Since I tak tau jalan so I followed a colleague cum neighbour which happen to be very close with that immediate boss family. Left Putrajaya around 6pm and arrived there during maghrib time. So sampai aje terus solat dulu before makan-makan. Since perjalanan adalah jauh maka sempatlah the food in my tummy going down a bit and give a little bit of space for me to eat sate and laksa. Before balik solat isya' dulu coz I know by the time I reached home I'll be too exhausted to do anything. 

Left Sg. Buloh around 9pm plus and reached home around 1 hour later. What a tiring day; full with makan-makan and driving. Since I penat sangat so I terus tido leaving Siti alone to do her assignnment and watching cerekarama yang sedih itu. Mujur tak tengok, kalau tak mengganggu emosi aje tau. Hehehe....  By the way, I tak amik pun gambar open house yang I attend except for at Didi's place. The one on Sunday deserved a special entry so that one up next. Just wanted to share some photos taken while we were on the road. Well we did spent most of our time on road pun, right.

Selalu amik muka macam ni aje kan.... meh nak buat gaya lain pulak

Hahaha.... I know... I know.... memang buruk pun

And this one I pun tak sure gaya apa. Again memang buruk lah. Hahaha....

p/s: All those photos taken with me posing in the car adalah ketika berhenti di traffic light ok. Jangan bimbang, keselamatan diutamakan...

Blackout

Yesterday evening I was talking with Mazli when the electricity went out. Gelap gelita the whole building. Since I got windows at my new place so there were still some light but outside semua dah kecoh-kecoh. It was nearly going back time pun so waited till 5pm before leaving the office.

 

The view from my seat

 They were doing something regarding the driver's duty roster

 The whole office

 Can you see someone's there?

 Not total blackness, thanks to the windows

The entrance. Gelap habis

The lifts obviously are not working so everyone used the stairs instead. For those going down ok lah kan but going up? Hehehe..... If only the blackout happened earlier kan best.... Dasar pemalas eh. Hahaha.... Padahal audit is coming next Monday. Great! I heard the whole Putrajaya suffered the blackout. Was it? Kat rumah ok je.

Anyway today I'll be busy attending open houses. Not sure yet how many I can managed. Most importantly, let just hope the current weight will not be affected. Hahaha... in your dreams la Eny oooiiii.

Open House Bahagian Kewangan

Just got back from open house finance dept. Meriah uols. Makanan meriah, orang pun meriah. Tapi I cuma makan 2 benda aje;  nasi impit plus kuah lontong and kuah kacang and lemang plus rendang. Nasi impit tu I makan banyak gila but lemang tu amik 3pc je. Actually I bukan peminat lemang, I love ketupat pulut tapi dah tak de so lemang will do to eat with rendang yang sangat la sedap itu. Yang lain-lain I tak makan pun sebab dah full with nasi impit and lontong. Hehehe....

CC Yam. Thanks ye CC sebab jemput saya

Ramainya orang. Meriah pulak tu. Siap ada lampu lip-lap lagi

Banyaknya makanan.....

She was so busy entertaining (bergambar sakan actually) so dapat cakap sikit-sikit aje. Tak pe nanti kita hang out sama to catch up on latest gossip ok. Hehehe...

One of the photos yang I sempat amik. Terlalu banyak ok dan diorang agaknya terlebih gula kot. Excited nak bergambar sana-sini

Pose wajib. Hehehe.... This time, she look chubbier than me. Hahaha....

Wah kenyang betul perut ni. Nampak gayanya malam ni dah tak boleh makan la. Kalau nak makan sangat pun ringan-ringan aje. Eh nak tau, ramai tegur kata I dah kurus. Waaaaah mak suka sangat nyah. Ada jugak yang perasan eh. Sejuk hati ni bila dengar komen-komen itu. Hahaha..... Eh tapi weekend ni akan penuh dengan jemputan open house. Mesti banyak makanan sedap tu. Bila sedap mesti la nak pulun makan kan. Kalau makan mesti la berlemak-lemak badan ni kan. Hai jangan lah naik berat tu. Maintain ajelah harap-harapnya. Hehehe.....

Anyway thanks to finance department di atas jemputan itu. Department lain tak mo jemput ke? Department I ni tak tau la nak buat bila. Senyap aje. Lagipun busy dengan event-event besar tak lama lagi ni. Tu yang semua focus pada event tu je kot.  So kalau tak de tu, anggap ajelah open house kementerian tu open house admin gak ye. Hehehe....

Beraya buat kali pertama tahun ini

Did anyone noticed that today the sun rise quite early. Normally when I go out around 6.35-6.40am, the surrounding are still dark but today I can see the sun rise halfway already. When I reached office around 6.50am tadi dah terang dah. Kenapa eh? Ke sebab ada full moon or something last night coz my cousin did asked me about full moon last night.

Anyway yesterday nothing much happened in office. All the normal thing aje. Around 5 something I terus shoot to Seri Kembangan to pick up Eman. Alhamdulillah the traffic was ok. Selalunya mesti jem teruk especially from the susur turun right till flyover nak ke Seri Kembangan tu. From there to Taman Desa pulak to pick up Bang Long. And then terus ke rumah Mak Ngah at AU5 Lembah Keramat. That area is more like my kampung already coz almost everyone lived there; Mak Ngah, Mak Lang, Mamatam and of course Nenek too. If not we would be included too tapi biasalah kami kan perantau. This is my first beraya for this year. Maklumlah masa raya dok rumah and hospital aje kan.

Reached there around 6 something. Mak Ngah and my cousin Lina was busy cooking so I chilled out with my anak sedara sepupu; Danish, Ayesh and Mya. Mya ni selalunya tak nak kat orang but yesterday was different. Sangat chatty. Ok dia memang sentiasa chatty but not towards me or any of my siblings la. Paling kelakar, she was so clingy with Eman. Maklumlah her daddy yang selalu melayan dia outstation so maybe she kind of missed her daddy la kot. But one thing I noticed about my brother Eman ni, although towards adult he's more of a quiet type tapi budak-budak can easily attached to him. Dulu Ayesh. sekarang Mya plak. Kalau ada kenduri, memang budak-budak suka nak duduk with him. Ok maybe sebab dia tak pandai melayan the adults kot so layan ajelah the kids. Maybe la kot. And I pulak lain. Although I loves kids but it'll took times jugak for me nak macam mesra-mesra ni. Just like the adults la. Sometimes boleh terus clicked and sometimes it'll took some times. The kids pun sama. Sometimes I terus clicked and sometimes I macam tak tau nak layan macam mana. I ni depends pada the other party; kalau diorang pun jenis cepat mesra then I pun sama. Kalau diorang jenis diam then I pun sama. Pelik je Eny ni eh.      

Main lipat kertas

Anyway semalam they cooked mee bandung and there were some satay too. Lina keep forcing us to eat more. Hahaha... "Tambah lagi... haaa tambah lagi... tambah lagi..." Makan sampai sengkak perut. But the mee bandung was very nice and mewah dengan daging dan udang. I can see more udang than the noodles itself. Hehehe... Lepas makan went to Lina's new house at Sierra Perdana. Sajelah nak pegi tengok rumah baru. Lagipun we can't make it last saturday for her open house cum house warming party. Very nice the place. It was quite cool the temperature there, maybe sebab atas bukit plus ada banyak pokok-pokok besar. She moved in just before Ramadhan hari tu so the decoration is still in progress. But it was nicely done.

Wall paper yang bernilai RM3k. Pergh mahal betul. Tapi nampak mewah la, siap ada bling-bling lagi ok.

Just like me, she had plenty of IKEA's stuff in her house. Nak-nak kat dapur tu

Family area upstairs

And I immediately fell in love with this sofa. Very nice and comfy. Cow leather lagi so sangat best la.

I thought the sofa was around RM3-4k based on the quality and of course according to IKEA's range la kan sekali she said it only cost her RM799. Waaaaa nak nanges dengar. Kenapa orang selalu dapat beli benda yang cantik-cantik and super duper murah ni????? Seems like I kena improve my skills in furniture hunting ni. I selalu pegi tengok terus beli. Pastu menyesal. Hahaha.... Just like that TV cabinet. The TV cabinet plus display rack and coffee table cuma RM499 aje. And my TV cabinet yang begitu biasa-biasa itu costed me RM600++. Aaaarghhh geram betul. Nak tukar takkan la senang-senang kan. Makan tahun lagi baru boleh tukar. Ish....



Kan dah kata... ada je benda she wanted to do with Eman

Tengok la tu, siap kesatkan muka dengan tisu lagi. Hehehe.. The boys plak sibuk dengan games and dah pandai online tu. Each one ada their own broadband. Hebat betul budak-budak zaman sekarang ni

Lepas tengok-tengok rumah Lina balik semula ke rumah Mak Ngah sebelum gerak balik. Sampai rumah around 11pm. Mata pun dah ngantuk tapi around 12 baru tido sebab nak iron baju lagi, nak mandi lagi, nak solat lagi. Haish bila lah kerajinan untuk mengiron baju for the whole week akan datang semula ni. Dulu iron sekali banyak-banyak. Sekarang daily aje. Sangat la pemalas ini orang. Hehehe....

Sudah sedikit bersemangat

Eh it's Thursday already. Time flies too fast kan. So finally yesterday got few things to do that will make my adrenaline pumping. Cewah sounded macam nak beraktiviti lasak je eh. Hahaha.... Mula-mula dapat tau audit team akan datang next Monday till Wednesday. This would be the 3rd time of us being audited this year. Naik bosan jugak actually coz they would look at all the same things. Dah la penyediaannya sangat renyah. First Audit Akauntabiliti Kewangan and that was very early this year. Then ada audit confirmation for our kayessyou. And now with internal audit. Nak sedia dokumen satu, nak response to the findings pun satu lagi. Tapi my-ex-boss noticed already that kalau ada audit ni, he can rely to me. Haaa tau pun. Ingat tak perasan. Hehehe.... I pun tak sure macam mana I pulak yang boleh kena handle this audit matter tapi lama-lama memang kalau ada audit je diorang akan bagi kat I. Tak pelah, as long as I can help, then I'll do it. Lagipun my part pun banyak gak yang being audited.

Baru je lepas dapat berita audit nak datang, received a call from HR pulak offering untuk jadi panel interview. This time untuk pengambilan. Dah la buat kat Kuantan. Best tuuuuu. Unfortunately kena decline the offer sebab clashes of date dengan audit. Interview tu pun akan buat next Monday till Wednesday gak. Aduhai rugi la pulak. Tak pe hopefully next time they'll offer me again. Jangan lupa noooo.

And then the news of pemangkuan. Got some form to be filled so I planned to settle the form by today. Pasni akan sibuk ngan audit semualah kan. At least ada la jugak perkembangan on pemangkuan ni. I actually dah malas nak amik tau dah sebab selalu rumours yang disampaikan tu adalah palsu belaka. Hehehe.... Kalau ada, adalah and syukur Alhamdulillah. Kalau tak de maknanya belum rezeki and kenalah tunggu lagi dengan penuh sabar. Tak gitu? Yelah nak kecoh-kecoh sangat pun kalau dah bukan rezeki memang takkan dapat la kan. Lagipun sekarang bukan macam dulu lagi. Time change, people change so does everything else.

An then dapat jemputan for open house finance dept on Friday and one of the immediate boss on Saturday. Next Thursday pulak open house Kementerian. Alahai I planned nak puasa straight Monday-Thursday. Friday-Sunday je masa untuk makan-makan. So itu kena tengok dululah kan. Sama ada nak puasa atau tidak. Sementara semangat masih kental ni baiklah berpuasa. Sok dah lemau sok payah dah. Next Friday pun ada jemputan open house. This time by our teekayassyou. Eh kayassyou tak nak ke invite untuk open house ni? Hehehe... Ok nak kena tanya pegawai khas dia ni. Hehehe. And our CC nak buat kenduri kawin anak dia next Sunday. Bagus ada jugak benda yang I'll be looking forward to. Bila ada benda nak kena attend ni, ada la benda-benda  nak kena plan kan. I suka sangat kalau bab-plan-plan ni. Berfungsi jugak otak ni. Hahaha.... Ada sape-sape lagi nak jemput I untuk makan-makan? Cewah semangat nak makan la pulak eh.

As for yesterday's iftar, I had it with one of my many ex-roomates; Fethia at Nando's Alamanda. The food was not that good. The coleslaw used to be one of the best la tapi yesterday ones agak kureng rasanya. Nampaknya Kenny Rogers aje lah after this kalau nak makan chicken ni. Lpeas makan, solat and beli barang sket kat Carrefour, terus balik. By 9.50pm I dah ada atas katil pun. Hehehe.....

Inilah Cik Fethia yang manis.... my roomate masa kat INTAN Bukit Kiara for roughly 4 month kot

Adakah muka saya sedikit kurus di dalam gambar ini? Tolonglah kata ya. Hahaha....

Our food and my water bottle. Semangat bawak air sendiri tu... Hehehe... Bukan apa, sometimes the warm water served ada rasa yang tak sedap la. So baik I bawak je air sendiri kan

Ooops its punch card time. Hahaha... jangan marah nooooo

For today, after work terus kena shoot ke Sri Kembangan to pick Eman and then ke Lembah Keramat and Bukit Antarabangsa untuk beraya di rumah Mak Ngah and and cousin Lina. Ingat nak pegi this weekend tapi Bang Long nak pegi hari ni. So nak tak nak kena lah pegi jugak kan. Kata adik mithali kan. Hahaha.... Tapi I puasa hari ni. Maybe berbuka kat rumah Mak Ngah la nanti kot. Tak pun kat rumah Lina. Mana-mana pun boleh.

Till then, chill out and happy working guys.

Tanpa tajuk

Yeah I have run out of ideas on deciding for a title. Maybe its due to nothingness in these past few days. Day in day out and there's nothing significant happened. Yesterday I said I wanted to focus on finishing my pending minutes kan. No I didn't write anything pun. Not even a word. What a stressful feeling of knowing there's lots and lots of urgent work and yet there's nothing you could do to motivate yourself and to at least deal with some of the work if not all. Haish.....

Anyway it was my second day of fasting yesterday. I was planning to cook for iftar so was thinking on going to pasar tani for some foodstuff. But it was raining in the evening so just used whatever was there in the fridge. Managed to cook sambal sotong and reheat the sate and kuah kacang. But can't finish everything and this time everything went to the bin. What a waste kan. Even my appetite goes haywire. Hungry but did not feel like eating. Aiyoooo what is happening to me ni????

I was so lazy to go online nor to watch TV so by 9.30pm already on the bed. Haha... See there's nothing significant that can make me excited. Dull and bored. Hope for a better day today.

Cerita semalam

Semalam memang hari yang mandom aje. I guess same thing goes for everyone. My immediate boss pun sama gak. Dah la dia cuti lagi lama dari I. Hahaha... Hatinya masih di kampung halaman. New big boss plak outstation so belum berkesempatan lagi la nak bermeeting untuk kenal-mengenal. Masa I nak balik cuti raya hari tu, I went to see him to wish selamat hari raya. Alang-alang tu mintak maaf la sekali. Nak tau I cakap camne? Hehehe lawak la pulak. I said; "En. M**, selamat hari raya, maaf zahir dan batin walaupun saya belum ada buat silap lagi dengan En. M**" Hahaha ada ka patut. Tergelak-gelak aje dia. Tak pe pasni mesti ada banyak silap kan. So mintak maaf dulu in advance.

Yesterday kan I puasa. Hish dugaan betul kalau puasa bukan bulan Ramadhan ni tau. Pagi-pagi dah rasa kebulur. Menjelang tengahari dah lapar sangat dah. Balik keje memang dah tahap menggeletar. Gila ah. Padahal I bangun sahur minum 500ml air kosong as usual. Tu baru sehari. Banyak tu nak ganti. Hopefully it'll get better in times. Insya Allah. For berbuka, I had roti john warisan and sate kajang. Makan roti john aje pun dah sengkak perut ni. Sate tu I makan 3 cucuk aje and the rest masuk fridge. My stomach can't accept too many food at one go it seems. Bagus...bagus... maknanya dah shrinked a bit la kan.

Anyway, I went for my braces review again yesterday and the dentist changed the wire to a final one. Final wire ni quite keras so rasa very tight aje the teeth. Sengal and sakit. Nak makan sakit, nak gosok gigi lagi la. Tak pe she said the next review would be on December and maybe dah boleh buka masa tu. Alhamdulillah. So next year I would be braces free la kan. Haish I'll miss the feeling of having bracket in my mouth la nanti. Walaupun sakit, best jugak pakai braces ni actually. Macam cool aje sebab kawan-kawan selalu kata I wanita bergigi besi. Dah macam bionic women tu. Haaa korang ada ke? Hahaha....

Today I puasa lagi. Dan mood untuk bekerja walaupun belum pulih sepenuhnya tapi ok la sikit. So nak sambung buat minit. Happy working guys!

Back to work

Although I don't feel like going to work today but still I clocked in at 6.56am. Hehehe.... And today I started fasting again. Got plenty of days to ganti; 11 to be exact. And that puasa 6 lagi. I plan to fast from Monday to Thursday. Friday till Sunday adalah hari untuk bertemu kawan-kawan, makan-makan or kalau rajin, pergi rumah terbuka. Agak-agak macam tak sempat je nak puasa 17 hari dalam bulan Syawal ni kan. Tak pelah kalau ada rezeki sempatlah kalau tidak tak merasa la nak completekan puasa 6 this year.  

Ramai yang complaint berat badan naik lantas menyalahkan ketupat rendang and kuih raya sebagai puncanya. I pulak dah officially meninggalkan berat yang bermula dengan angka 5 itu. Lepas cuti panjang, my weight is officially 49kg only. I didn't eat that much pun during raya since tak ke mana-mana kan. Ketupat rendang semua tu I makan only on raya 1 dan 2 saje. As for kuih muih raya, makan sikit aje itu pun on raya keberapa ntah. And since Abah was warded at level 5, I turun naik tangga aje sepanjang melawat Abah sebab malas nak berebut lif yang sentiasa penuh tu. Kira macam exercise la jugak kan. Nak turun tak de masalah, boleh berlari lagi tapi tang naik tu, rasa ketat-ketat aje lutut ni and by level 3 to 4, menggeletar je kaki ni rasa. Hehehe... but it a good start la kan. Unfortunately, ianya tidak disambung ye. Datang ofis walaupun satu level aje tetaplah menggunakan lif. Hehehe....

Petang ni ada braces review. Might be the last kot. Tak sure lagi. As for the time being, nak kena buat keje la. Time is ticking so fast and ada banyak dateline nak kena kejar so have to rajin-rajinkan diri walaupun tak de semangat nak keje. Hehehe... I know almost everyone pun feeling the same as me kan.

Oh one more thing, I nak mengambil kesempatan ini untuk mengucapkan terima kasih kepada sesiapa jua yang ada mendoakan agar kesihatan Abah kembali seperti sediakala. Walaupun masih sakit but at least Abah dah ada kat rumah so hopefully he'll get better in time. Please keep praying for his speedy recovery ye. Thanks!

The long holiday is finally over

I'm back in Putrajaya already. Cepatnya masa berlalu. Rasa tak puas bercuti. However my weeked went by quite slowly. Saturday morning after preparing breakfast, seperti biasa I melipat kain. Adah slept with me that night so bila bangun nak berkepit aje. Since she got nothing to do beside watching me, I asked her to find some book to read. Instead she found a note book and we played spelling games. 

 Macam ni lah bagus Adah....  tapi tengoklah gelang dia... nak lawan Cik Ngah eh...

Sorry but I can't seem to rotate this pic. look at how she wrote... bersambung-sambung tiap patah ok. Naik pening I nak check, dah macam cari perkataan tersembunyi aje

This one really makes me laugh very loud. I asked her to spell KUAT and she spelled it as KUYAT

The colours and numbers. Mostly ok la cuma ada beberapa aje yang salah and sounded really funny; UNGU - UNU, DUA-DUYA, EMPAT-EMPAK.... and her J. She write it terbalik but overall she's really good eh.

Afternoon tu I didn't went to hospital pun. Mamat and Cumat aje pergi to help Dik Man yang dah menjaga dari semalamnya tu. One thing good about Dik Man yang I noticed ialah dia tak kisah pun nak kena jaga Abah walau sekerap manapun. Kadang-kadang tu kesian jugak nagn dia sebab seharian kat sana. Tapi tak pelah banyak pahala dia dapat tu. Abah pun nampaknya sekarang asyik-asyik panggil Dik Man aje. Dik Man seems to know how to treat Abah just the way Abah want. 

Evening dapat berita baik kata Abah dah boleh discharge. Although the muscle pain is still there tapi doktor kata boleh balik so balik ajelah. Since I can't drive the big car, Epoi la yang pegi amik Abah kat hospital. Kira one whole day I tak pergi ke hospital la. Abah balik and terus masuk bilik. Jalan sikit pun dah sakit sangat-sangat kaki Abah tu. Tak sia-sia I cancelled the plan to go back on Saturday. Lega sikit kerisauan hati ni bila Abah dah balik. Cuma risau bab sakit tu je lah. Bab-bab lain insya Allah settled.

At night I can hardly sleep. Asyik terdengar Abah mengaduh sakit aje. Mostly sebab Abah kerap sangat buang air kecil. Each time nak buang air tu kena manoeuvre the whole body tu yang sakit aje lepas tu. Abah punya personal aide sudah tentunya Dik Man, Kesian jugak tengok dia. 3.30am pun tak tido lagi.

This morning lepas tolong kemas apa yang patut, we (Siti and me) left home around 10am. Kena bertolak pagi sebab takut jem. Normally it'll took only 3 hours drive but today I budget dalam 5 hours kalau jem so maybe sampai dalam pukul 3pm. However, niat baik I untuk delay the journey home because of Abah telah mendapat sedikit keberkatan. Traffic adalah lancar sepanjang jalan and I managed to reach Putrajaya exactly at 1pm. Sampai-sampai aje terus makan nasi and lauk yang dibawa dari rumah. Lapar weh sebab tak breakfast. Sepanjang jalan dok teringat kat nasi tu je. Hehehe.....

Around 6.30pm tadi hantar Siti balik UPNM so now I'm back to being alone. Tak leh nak borak-borak, menyakat or suruh orang tolong amik air ke, makanan ke or cari apa-apa dah. Sila buat sendiri ye. Ehehehe.... Aaaaahhh malasnya nak keje esok. Aduhai.... bukan senang nak pulihkan semangat kalau dah bercuti panjang ni...

Jumaat yang penuh emosi

My day today start quite early. Early as in kena keluar rumah pagi-pagi lagi sebab menjalankan tugas sebagai supir kehormat. Hehehe.... Hmm actually bukan hari ni je. Everyday pun jadi supir kehormat kalau I balik Kuantan. Since today Akak and Ayum sekolah I kena la hantar diorang ke sekolah. Tapi sebelum tu sempat la membebel seround sebab minyak keta dah empty. I memang geram betul kalo orang naik kereta I and biarkan minyak sampai empty betul; signal low fuel menyala. Sebab we never know kan, entah-entah ada emergency ke apa ke. Kalo nak isi minyak time tu entah sempat entah tidak ke. Like this morning. Dah la budak-budak tu siap lambat, memang tak sempat la nak isi minyak sebelum sampai sekolah. And the next petrol station after that adalah quite far. Risau je I kot keta mati tengah jalan ke. Pagi-pagi dah buat orang marah diorang ni tau. 

Since Mak was on leave today, keje-keje memasak Mak yang buat. I sibuk online. Hehehe.... Afternoon Thalha and Cumat yang jaga shift malam balik for Friday prayer and digantikan oleh Siti. I pulak kena amik budak-budak tu balik sekolah. Petang as usual ke hospital. Dik Man jaga shift malam hari ni. From hospital, I ke Termainal Makmur hantar Thalha. Dia balik ke UUM naik bas pukul 8 tadi. There goes another driver. Lepas ni bila I dah balik, dah tak de dah orang yang boleh drive kat rumah. Risau jugak memikirkan tu. Thalha tadi pun risau je nak balik.

Due to some miscommunication between us, I terpaksa naik ke wad Abah sampai beberapa kali  lepas hantar Thalha. Naik atas and Abah kata Mak semua dah turun. So I turun and diorang kata ada kat atas. Naik atas semula and diorang ada kat surau level 3. Turun balik Ni yang temperature nak naik ni. Ok bukan nak lagi tapi memang dah naik pun. I kalau marah ada dua je; sama ada membebel-bebel ataupun diam aje. Mula-mula tadi memang I bebel la jugak tapi lepas tu diam aje sebab geram tak habis. I know its a bad habit to be angry towards some small matter especially when it involves your own family but I can't help it. Geram betul. Balik from hospital singgah kat Carrefour ECM beli groceries. Baru je semalam I cakap tak keluar ke ECM pun this time tapi dah pegi pun tadi. Bila dah shopping ni angin tu sejuk la sikit kan. Hehehe... yeah buruk perangai I know. Bukan la I yang shopping pun, Mak and adik-adik I yang banyak membeli tapi I dapat beli susu so ok la tu. Balik terus makan cornfllakes. Perut kenyang hati pun tenang. Hehehe....  

Tapi tak la tenang mana sangat la. Actually dari siang tadi lagi I dah rasa tak best. Plan asal I nak balik esok sebab kalau jem teruk pun, I still have one more day to recover. Lagipun nanti tak de la terkejar-kejar nak hantar Siti balik UPNM. Tapi with the current situation, I rasa balik on Sunday ajelah. Kalau Sunday kenalah very early in the morning tapi early macam mana I pun tak pasti lagi sebab mesti nak singgah jumpa Abah dulu kat hospital sebelum balik. Mudah-mudahan segalanya dipermudahkan lah. 

Hati tak tenang sebab risau dengan yang ditinggalkan kat rumah ni. Lepas ni yang tinggal cuma Jannah, Mamat, Cumat, Dik Man, Akak and Ayum. Jannah and Mamat keje, Dik Man, Akak and Ayum pulak sekolah jadinya Cumat sorang jelah yang available untuk jaga Abah during weekdays. Weekend Mamat and Dik MAan boleh take over. Akak pun boleh tapi perempuan jaga siang ajelah. Luckily Jannah keje kat hospital so time break tu boleh la dia jenguk-jenguk Abah sama. Tu bab hospital. Bab rumah pun merisaukan jugak. Nanti sapa nak jaga rumah and nak masak-masak. Cumat boleh masak tapi dia kan nak jaga Abah kat hospital. Jannah and Mamat pagi-pagi lagi dah gi keja. Mamat ok lagi balik petang. Jannah memang tiap-tiap hari balik malam. Pastu isu ke sekolah lagi. At least Mamat boleh la kalau nak hantar Dik Man sebab arah yang sama. Tu budak 2 orang tu macam mana. Mau kena naik bas la diorang tu nanti. Tak pun naik teksi. Aduhai risaunya la. 

Ada 14 orang pun belum tentu senang nak arrange kan. Mula-mula dulu senang sebab semua cuti. Anak-anak yang besar semuanya merantau; 4 kat KL and 2 kat Kedah. Mamat pun tak lama nak ke Kedah balik. Kalau I risau, Abah mesti lagi berganda-ganda risau kan sebab semuanya Abah yang handle sebelum ni. So kena tenang-tenangkan diri. Kalau tunjuk risau depan Abah, takut nanti lagi tak tenang hati Abah..Mana nak fikir sakit dia lagi, mana nak fikir rumah dan urusan berkaitan lagi, mana nak fikir anak-anak lagi.  

On a lighter note, doktor dah bagi Abah green light untuk pindah ke wad kelas 1. Cuma tunggu the nurses uruskan saje. Mudah-mudahan segalanya dipermudahkan baik bagi Abah, Mak juga bagi adik-adik di rumah. Ya Allah ya tuhanku, permudahkan lah urusan kami sekeluarga. Hanya pada-Mu lah tempat untuk kami memohon bantuan. Bantu lah kami Ya Allah. Amin....